Feels like Simon Cowell and the rest of the gang

It is my first time to attend a casting call for my film. It's strange to be in the spot wherein I got the power to make or break someone. But it was a fun experience. The audition set by the CCP is way different from the past years. This year, all of the finalists agreed to make the audition similar to american idol to speed up the screening process. Different from last year when the ones who are auditioning are given the moment to show an acting piece, now that ate up alot of time for the audition. This year, the screening process I think was better base on the past finalists. Anyways I felt like I'm one of the judges in a reality show audition. My memories on auditioning in a reality T.V. show flashed in my mind. I remember falling in line while sunbathing in a warm humid afternoon with atleast a thousand of other people who's also auditioning. Then I ended up with nothing. That's was an exhausting experience for me...It's funny to know how far I've been through all that tiring audition. It still feels surreal to see talented theater actors, models and other veteran actors auditioning in front of me. That moment I felt that things are starting to change as far as my place in this world, maybe this is the moment where I will be a "boss" of a long and unwinding road in my film making career...or probably not.