Burned out again...but need to write...need to go back to Berlin...

Right now I'm trying to write some paper works as required for the application to participate in the Berlin Today Award. FYI BTA(berlin today award) is part of the Berlinale Talent campus in Berlin to help former alumni and present members of the talent campus to fund their proposal short film projects. Every year there has its own theme. Like this year i think the theme is "leaving the familiar Sector" you decide on what it means. But the nomination process in brutal, I mean you'll compete with thousands of extremely talented film maker with their ideas...I know I'll be shooting some starts here but it's not impossible. I really want to do this, but i need to start writing, I need to make something they like (producers) want. I like the idea of making a film that others are anticipating for it...I wrote something for the proposal but I'm not sure if it's really suitable for the theme...or rather I'm just trying to please others much more than pleasing myself....anyways I know it's a good story...let's see